I have been primarily studying Hebrew for 5 hours a day and volunteering with the African refugees for several hours. The volunteering with the refugees has almost been a distraction to keep me out of my head and into the world. It has helped fill a void with both my love life and my work life. I have busied myself with managing the daily crises in the shelters in topics such as team-building and management, food distribution, press relations, donor relations, fundraising, medical emergencies, sanitation, and mediation between different cultures of refugees. The refugees and the shelters give me a place to channel my love. As I have not found the ultimate relationship, I channel my compassion and caring into these people that seem to be touched. I do find that it comes back when I unleash love that has been festering inside without another way to release it. Now, I must find a fulfilling job that actually contributes to net worth and helps out with expenses. I must find mutual love that will be with me for life and will allow me to procreate into even more deeply loving and fulfilling relationships. It’s going to be a fun trip.
Randy
A side note: I choose not to write of my dating life as of yet as I invite all friends to read the blog should they choose to do so. She may not either feel comfortable with the world reading of her or I want to wait until I know the person will be in for the long haul.
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I'm sure that you will find all very soon, because you are a great person. I hope that,in Israel, all is ok. Here in Italy,furtunatly, all is going well. I found a stage in a antiterrorism study center during the morning, and I hope to find I job in the afternoon.
Any mekave lirot otcha mukdam, ve slicha sce lo zizalti aval any lo babait kol yom.
Bye Daniel
I know you don't want to talk about it, but it sounds like maybe you are in the beginning stages of a relationship - yay! Hope to hear more in the not to distant future.
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